♥Saturday, February 4, 2012

Red Eyes

It's morning again and as usual I am still awake.

As what I said in my Twitter account;

So bored @_@ tagal ng oras.. sana morning na para makatulog na ko..

Hindi kasi ako sanay ng walang ginagawa ng ganitong oras lalo na ganitong araw. I'm supposedly working now. Talking to some customers and assisting them with their concerns, chatting with office mates while taking our breaks, finishing all my open cases, having our weekly huddles. Surely I am busy this friday shift. But no, I am here at home. STUCK.

I had my eye check up yesterday morning due to Viral Conjunctivitis (Sore Eyes in short. hehe). I was advice by the doctor to rest for 7days so hopefully on the 13th of February I will be able report at work and do my daily routine.

Due to this, mapipilitan akong laging ganito until sa gumaling ako. It's really hard to stay awake while others are already sleeping. Sawa na ko manood ng TV/DVD. Wala na kong books na mabasa. May only option is mag computer na lang magdamag kahit masakit sa mata. @_@

Updating my Twitter, Facebook, Blog. Very busy with all the networking sites. haha! Atleast I am doing something. I expect I can also update my blog tomorrow.

Later on busy sa telebabad until I fall asleep. Haay! I'd rather be busy working than sitting here and wasting my time for nothing tapos wala pang sahod.

♥Monday, December 5, 2011

Morning drama

1AM. I'm wide awake. I was woken up by headache. Head pain that caused of CRYING.
Yeah I'm crying my eyes out. Why??


I was on the phone, talking to my boyfriend. I know he is not feeling well. But I dont know what he is really thinking. Not until I talked to him. I was shocked when he asked me: "Masama ba ko? Why am I always sick? Parusa ba to?". My tears started falling. I know what he meant. He keeps on talking, while me? I'm just crying. Yeah. I'm still a crybaby. It's really a mixed emotions that I am felling right now.

My heart melted when he said "I can't talk to you about it personally, coz I know you'll cry. I don't wanna see you cry. Para akong mamamatay pag nakikita kitang umiiyak." The next thing he said really made me cry out loud. He said, "I don't want to die. Because I don't want you to cry. Lumalaban ako everytime na may sakit ako kasi iniisip kita, alam ko iiyak ka. Lumalaban ako para sa'yo... I still want to live and marry you". If I can only get the pain he has. :( That time, I wanna go back there and hug him. Let him feel that he's not alone. That I am here, always ready to support him. To be his strength
when he is weak. I don't wanna hear him nor see him like that. It's hard for me. I don't know where or how our conversation out it stopped. What I know is that I am praying. Praying for him. Until now I am still crying. I don't wanna go back and recall that conversation. It makes my heart break.

Sorry if I am ranting in here. I just can't find someone/anyone to share it.

Anyway! it's Monday today! 5 of December, 2011 to be exact. One more day and I will be 23 years old! Still can't wait until tomorrow. Why? that a different story so I will cut it from here. hehe

♥Sunday, May 8, 2011

For you..

Today I got a chance to sneak on my computer. I miss to visit social networking sites.

I just like to update my blog.
I became more busy this time and lazier to update this. I feel guilty not having time to do blogging.


I can't think of any topic. So I decide to share this instead.

This day is our monthsary of my boyfriend.

Hindi ko na sasabihin kung gano na kami katagal. basta monthsary namin. un na un.. hehe (No one knows kung ganu na kami katagal kaya secret din dapat dito)

I'm so blessed to have him in my life.
It's my first time to have someone like him.
At first our relationship is so complicated. We already face the toughest challenge we may ever had. But time passes by its went smoothly well.


He is a great motivator, I know he is always there to support me. He is always ready to listen whenever I share my burdens.
Just the way he care me, I can feel his love though he always say so.. hehe
He is also sweet, which is the opposite of me. haha!
that's why he always says "kaya namimiss kita eh.., sweet kasi ako!"
no dull moments with him, he likes teasing me up to the point na napipikon na ko. haha!

From those attitudes, the lapses that he has is not that visible in my eyes.

Not just that, his family.. their so kind and humble. They love me and I so love them too!


Can't ask for more. I'm contented on what I currently have. ^_^ I can't demand for something now.

He always give message for our special day, so here's mine:


My message for you...

Thank you, for being there all the time that I need you.
Thank you, for the patience and trust.
Thank you, for the care and love.
Thank you, for the assurance and sincerity.

I hope you won't change. I know our relationship now is far stronger than before. I hope we'll last forever.

I love you so much sweetie koh.. (*.*)
More love to come..

♥Thursday, February 10, 2011

refreshing day...

♥Monday, November 22, 2010

all in one

While uploading photos at facebook, I grab the opportunity to update my blog.

Missing this again.
I became neglectful of my blog since I started working.
There’s lot of things happened to me after my last update.
I felt the stress, sadness, excitement and happiness.
I cry, I laugh, I shout.
some shits happened unexpectedly.
But solutions surely follow.


Anyway, here is the latest update.

My personal life is doing fine actually. Haven’t got any problem at home(yess!)
We are all doing well. Thanks!

I also had time to see my old friends and had little chitchats.
We keep on updating each other. We make sure that no one is left behind. (^_^)


Team Elmir was dissolved. Each of us was distributed into different team. So meaning to say some of those people in my last post weren’t my teammates anymore (except for jerwin and belle.).

It’s hard to say goodbye to those people who became part of your daily system. Though I always see them at work, it won’t be the same as before.

Yet I’m glad I was back with my old team.
Thank God, people around me are so kind.


Speaking of new Team, We had a chance to take advantage our black off.
We went to Tagaytay and Echanted Kingdom yesterday. I sooo love it!!!
I’ll post some pictures on my next update. ^^
And Love. Hmmmn. I’m still confused. Haha!
I’m going to think about it if I will share it here. :p
(^_^)",)